My Cross to Bear involves Seizer going out to hang out with his friends, but not getting the warm reception from them that he thought he would get. They decide to be cold to him after he had ignored and neglected them for so long while spending all of his time with her.
lyrics
Had a late night out with the friends and I
could tell they didn't want any part of my
boring story, I was thinking of asking them why oh why
Then a thought popped into my head and I
started feeling so full of dread and my
thoughts lingered on words they meant to say
"You're such a bummer
We went all summer
And didn't see your face at all"
Oh in the end I fear
That they don't want me here
I'm so alone and no one cares
La da da da da da da da da
It's just another late night out at the bar
La da da da da da da da da
These awkward silences aren't getting us too far
La da da da da da da da da
I'm drowning and it seems like they don't even care
La da da da da da da da da
She's my cross to bear, alone I feel so...
I never felt so alone in my life than I
felt sitting with my groups of friends and my
night seemed like a never-ending nightmare
I was checking my phone at the time when I
heard one of them whisper to a guy
that was sitting at the bar that lonesome night
"He's such a bummer
We went all summer
And didn't see his face at all"
Oh in the end I fear
That they don't want me here
I'm so alone and no one cares
La da da da da da da da da
It's just another late night out at the bar
La da da da da da da da da
These awkward silences aren't getting us too far
La da da da da da da da da
I'm drowning and it seems like they don't even care
La da da da da da da da da
She's my cross to bear, alone I feel so...
I'm such a bummer
They went all summer
And didn't see my face at all
Oh in the end I fear
That they don't want me here
I'm so alone and no one cares
La da da da da da da da da
It's just another late night out at the bar
La da da da da da da da da
These awkward silences aren't getting us too far
La da da da da da da da da
I'm drowning and it seems like they don't even care
La da da da da da da da da
She's my cross to bear, alone I feel so...
credits
from Past Regrets & Haven't Yets,
released February 9, 2015
Matt Rice: Vocals, guitar, bass
Cody Wilson: Drums
Mixed by Daniel Drake
Mastered by Daniel Drake
Recorded at CVC Productions studio in Nashville, Tn.
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